FRIENDSHIP AND LOVE

I don’t know what did I do to you so that you are angry and jealous to me after  you know I heve a girlfriend, who I know we are friend. Maybe I’m wrong in this problem because I always kind and give care to you but that all not over from a friendship, not only you, I like it but all of my friend. I’m happy since I have a friend like you because kind, friendly, unarrogant and care to all of people. I more pleasure if we to be best friend than steady because I know that you have boyfriend and I want not break your relation with him that you have been walking so long and also you talked that you will merry after idul adha day. After heared it, I’m happy as my friend will walk new her life because she will be a wife and mother from her husband and children but I still confuse with you because you also said that you can’t forget our memories and you more pleasure live with me and still love me.

After you talked about it, in my mind, I want leaving your life and I want not be annoying your relation but I can’t egoist because you are half my life, you always give motivation and support to me. I can’t avoid this event and I also respect to your feel who love and care to me. This problem isn’t your mistake because we have been giving love since our born in the world so we are free for love everyone because love never looking old, young, kids, it’s same. Allah SWT said that He have been creating man and women for couples.

But according to me, love has meaning widely as it for family, friend, couple, Allah, and prophet. Although love is giving to different menner but it has same affection form. I hope your love for me just love to a friend not over it because I want not our friendship will be break as word of love, like as the wise word “ friendship like onion because it has layer in it, if someone try cut it, he will out tear. Same with friendship, if someone try break it, one of them will be hurt.

So we were born in the world just for friend forever.

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AFTER YOU’RE GONE

After you’re gone from me

you was leaved all our dreams

and you make me fall in destruction

I am waiting die in the dark

After you’re gone from me

The moon and the stars always come to light in the night

But it is not light your heart lighted my heart

Causes without you, I am dark

After you’re gone from me

I always lonely in the night

Only the moon and the stars in the sky always accompany me

When I miss you

After you’re gone from me

Before I go to bad, your face always haunt in my mind

Even in my dreams, you are become my sleep flowers

And if I wake up in the morning, only your smile there is in my ayes

Every I to prayer to god, only one I ask to him

I want meet you although that isn’t happen

Causes you have found replacement me

And you have glad with him

I also glad if you are glad

Although I am sad after know you with him

Perhaps, this is of the best way for you

Causes I can’t coerce your love for me

I am try string up remains our love

I am trying understand what is the meaning your live for me

But I am not suitable fancying about you again

Causes you have changed

When I am remember our memories while we has together

I always smile alone and I want do over it

I will bring our love to my heaven of love

And I will be beautiful memories in my life.

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